Who would of thought I'd ever be back...but I am...and I miss some of you and it's been a year! And some of my old friends don't have their sites anymore and don't update! WHERE ARE YOU??? I CAN'T DO THIS WITHOUT YOU GUYS!!!

MY NEW SCREEN NAME IS MEXICANLOVER29! come visit me!

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I'm gonna start keeping track of the days I stick with my diet plan and never eat more than 1,000 calories. This is gonna be one day. Every two weeks I'll allow myself one day to eat over 1,000. Thanksgiving will be my first.

11 days until my goal...135 (thanksgiving) -10lbs
20 days until my 2nd goal...129  (movie night) -16lbs
33 days until my 3rd goal...119  (last day of school b4 winter break) -26lbs
41 days until my 4th goal...114 (Christmas) -31lbs

Sunday 11/14-144
Sunday 11/21-138
Thanksgiving: 135

S 11/28-133

Next Major Goal: Dec 3rd-129

IF I am like 3 pounds off on any of those goals then I'm okay. No more than 3 pounds off though!

I love the song JACK AND DIANE...it came on at work today and i was like... I KNOW THIS SONG! I work at texas road house with ALL country music so when I know the song that is playing i flip out bc I don't listen to country.

I have a major headache and a lot of h/w to do tomorrow so I'm gonna go to bed!

I WORKED 9 HOURS TODAY...walking around...I"m soo tired and my legs and feet hurt so bad! But I think I burned off all the calories i consumed today! What do you think?

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Hey there!

Today I had to go to the hosiptal and have a tube stuck down my throat so they could look inside my stomach. I have something called gastroparalesis (i think i spelled that right). They think I developed this b/c of my being anorexic and starving myself for years. Great...and now I have to go in for more test.

Well today went good.

Plan for Saturday:
Breakfast: slim fast bar
Lunch: ham sandwich
Dinner: NONE...@ work
Snack: fat free vanilla pudding
That is about...500-600 calories!

As long as I stay under 800 I'll be fine. I have to work from noon-3:00 and then 5:00-11:00ish! Sucks...but I need the money b/c I got a speeding ticket and a ticket for not stopping fully at a stop sign...and this was in a school zone. I AM SCREWED. It was $600 dollars to pay off the effing lawyer and now I have to take driving school. I hate cops.

CURRENT WEIGHT: 143

-1 pound

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Hey!

Sorry I was gone so long again. Had to study for a major test! I dunno how I did on it. And since my parents wont let me fast i'm gonna restrict. Here is my plan until Thanksgiving: have two meals a day. About 500-700 calories every day. Never going above 1,000 calories in one day. And every day I'm gonna do situps and pushups and lift weights. Then on days I don't work I'll walk outside or on the tredmil.

By THANKGIVING: under 135
By DECEMBER 8th: under 125
By CHRISTMAS: under 115

That gives me 6 weeks to lose about 30 pounds. That's 5 pounds a week. Hard but if I stick with this restricting thing...and exercise then I think I can do it!

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